Monday 1 April 2013

my start

Assalamualaiku ..

this one is my new blog . I created this blog because I want to improve my English . Yeah . sounds like what-the-hell right ?? Yaa , I'm deadly serious ... I'm a SPM leavers . Hahaha . i dont know what should I called myself . It just after-SPM-students .. Yeah . for your information , my self-esteem in speaking English just too low . why ? I dont know . I think it was because I never ( not really) speaking infront others ..Face-to-face ..It just hmm . I think I just too shy because I scared peoples would laugh at me and I will looked like a fool . Staying at home , without doing anything except eats , sleep , clean up the house , and other houseworks make me felt like ,hm, such a drop dead boring ... yeah that's really made felt bored .. Not only bored ,it's also made me forgot what had I learned  at school .. No one at home help me to rewind anything . Especially English . ( not really but almost ) .Even my brother and sister didn't ask for my help in their homeworks or anything . So everything just , what-should-I-do ??
Then , after those things made me stressed , (a big pressure) . I prayed to Allah . Then , I found an idea .. actually I didn't know if this crazy idea would be succeed . B the way , I still trying .. I put aside those negative thinking . I think there wasn't anything wrong if I tried right .?
So ,on a single evening , I sent a message to my friend ,who I think good in English to help me out from this problem .As I have expected , she honored to help me . I could say that because I knew her and her willing to help others .. I really thanks to her . At first , she asked me . "how can I help U " ..( because we were separated by miles ) ..Then I told her about my crazy idea .." I would make a writing on another blog so u can check and correct me there " .. yeah . I'd thought about it before .And I think there wouldn't be a problem because we can use computer and social network to connect each other right ?? then , she said oke  . she would like to help me using this way .hahahahahah .
So using a blog to learn , here I am a student ,who willing to be criticism , and accept any foster criticism ( except who-like-to-insulting-me ) ..and for my teacher + wiling friend , nazurah http://gongjue-nim.blogspot.com/ , thanks a lot for helping me , I owed you a big help ..

**sory for all mistakes in grammars ,vocabs , nouns , and anything .. do correct me .! SMILE**